Saturday, October 11, 2008

Blue Sky

All it takes is a little blue sky.

Cooling weather and the absence of haze have helped me remember some of the things I love about Dubai...
Even as I sat in a surprise traffic jam today, I was able to appreciate the sunset reflecting off building glass, the soft shade of the sky... as many of you know, these past few months have had their hard moments, moments made harder by the distance I"m forced to maintain. School has brought challenges as well - conversations that challenge and question, with that strange mix of elation and exhaustion that comes from insights and the changes they demand....

luckily, we had a reprieve.

what was going to be a long weekend (not long enough to go anywhere) was lengthened by a series of announcements, and suddenly we had a whole week off.

thursday morning, a carpool planning session, a frantic scramble of online bookings and hotel searches, and suddenly, we're going to Thailand!

it was just what i needed - to escape for awhile.

6 days of...
poolside relaxing.
unbelievable shopping at Chatachuck's weekend sprawl and Khao San road's nightly gauntlet.
massages.
temples visits, feet on cool marble.
cold beers and people-watching as the dread-locked backpackers stroll by amidst the food carts and tourists, glossy photos of tailors' work, village women selling traditional hats and jewelry.
tuk-tuk rides and taxi fare negotiations .
pad thai and spring rolls.
visits with steve's friends and a tour of the International School.
a tour of a tourist trap of a floating market.
long-boat trips through canals, glimpses of life along the water.
rain.

I realized, as I wondered if I could drive on the left side of the road, that with every place I visit I not only soak up the sights and the culture, but I analyze, ask myself "could I live here?"

Just in case it's ever a possibility......


these days, i have a lot to mourn, and a lot to celebrate.
and the bluer the sky gets, the more I have to hope for.

















Saturday, August 23, 2008

3rd time's a charm

Dubai is ever-changing, a city still coming into its own, revising its sky-high dreams each and every day.

What a difference 7 weeks can make.

The Burj Dubai is taller than ever.
Buildings sprouted where I am fairly certain there was only hazy blue sky.
Completed buildings glow in the Barsha night, while the sounds of construction ring out around the clock on even more new additions.
The twisted streets of my 'neighborhood' sprout new flags and bizarre detours each day.
A beige concrete metro track follows Sheik Zayed Road, interspersed with spindly red station beginnings.
The dreaded "Arabian Ranches Roundabout" is now a twisty maze of ramps awaiting Dubailand visitors, while colossal billboards show the glorious 'cities' that will be built just down the road.
A few dear faces are missing from the school hallways.

but some things are the same.

Middle school girls still shriek. especially after a two-month hiatus.

Friends still return from summer travels, meeting back in this place we're all calling home for awhile.

Trips are still being planned, even as we're barely recovered from the jet lag of the last one.

I still have one night where i just can't sleep, because my body thinks it's the middle of the afternoon.

The mall is still the busiest place on earth at 5pm on a Friday.

The so-not-a-dry-heat heat is still stifling.

I still love looking out my window at night, when the city sparkles.

I still look around ay my colleagues and friends and smile at the joy of being BACK.


And, of course, 2 plus 2 still equals 4.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

thoughts.....

I’m an anomaly, a mystery….. every once in awhile.

My passport, with its various stamps and stickers and languages - the blocky texts of Europe, the foreign scrolls of Thai and Urdu and Arabic, the oval stamps of the US Border Patrol - requires not one, but TWO agents questioning me as I prepare to board my homebound flight. In case anyone is concerned, safety is taken very, very seriously.

As I explained that yes, I took students on a field trip to Morocco, and yes, I drove to Oman on vacation because I live right next door, I realized what an amazing and ridiculous life I lead. I have a lot of vacation time. I have a summer vacation, don’t pay taxes, and travel to crazy places….. sometimes twice.

But it’s a trade-off.

To be blessed with such amazing things, you have to give things up, too.
Sunsets shot with gold and fuschia, brothers that become taller in your absence, nights with your best friend at a place where the bartender knows your name and the karaoke guy knows your songs, trees and rows of corn, black labs, autumn weather, the history of your life in a few boxes in the basement.

It’s always a bit weird to come home. In so many ways, it feels like I never left. Like my “other” life (or is it my “real” life?) could just be an elaborate (and very long) dream, even though I was just there hours ago.

I guess I have the best of both worlds. There are people and places I love on both sides of the ocean, and when I return to either place I can slip back in with barely a ripple, pick up where I left off.

More and more I’m realizing that Dubai itself is not what’s holding me there – it’s my friends and colleagues and students, the travel opportunities, the professional growth I’m experiencing. And when it’s time to move on, it’s those things I’ll miss – not the frantic and ever more ridiculous construction.

One thing I’m sure of – time flies. I can’t believe I’ve been in Dubai for two years now. They’ve been quite a ride – exciting and challenging in equal measure…. And year 3 promises to provide more of the same – and some brand new adventures.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Morocco (or, How I Almost Ran Away to the High Atlas Mountains)


Hear "Morocco" and you picture
the romance of Casablanca,
the bustling streets of Tangier,
the souks of Fez,
the nomads in the desert...

but the Morocco on the outskirts of Casablanca is lush and green,
flat fields stretching away along the divided highway…

Cows and sheet graze, guided by boys in cut-off sweatpants, a woman in vivid purples and oranges, a brown-robed man with a brightly striped woolen hat,
Tethered mules are dark brown against the greens,
Haphazard structures ramble in field corners with clusters of trees,
A utilitarian train runs in gray flashes.

Then the green starts to undulate softly …

Clusters of half-finished concrete two-stories sharp on the horizon,
Orange and yellow flowers carpet squares of field,
White tombstones behind an ornate set of gates,
Houses of solid pink set into the hillside,
Red and white speed limits and road signs in French,
(we could be in Europe now…)
and then a caravan of heavily bundled carts, mules plodding and pulling in front.

Random jumbles of boulders start to tumble from the low hills…

Exposed soil gleams reddish-brown,
A grove of palm trees on a hill,
Prickly lobes of cacti making property lines clear,
Clusters of red-earth adobe walls, open courtyards, laundry flapping in damp air
Mother and daughter hold hands in a field, faded orange and yellow stripes and flowers, beige of knotted headscarves.


Cookie-cutter developments announce our entrance into Marrackech, billboards showing what will be….

Imperial wall holds back the old city,
Cars, carts, bikes, motorcycles, pedestrians- all mix and merge,
Traditional dress, women covered,
Modern dress, women with faces open to the world,
Alleys, awnings, doorways,
Breathing
life.

Unload quickly, down an alley, dodge motorbikes.
An oasis inside.
Open center courtyard,
Arches and iron scrollwork,
A rooftop among rooftops.

Tented rooftop dinner,
Platters of steaming food set before us on the long table,
Eating and laughing through our exhaustion.

Light rain falls as we approach the main square,
Bright lights and white umbrellas glow in the rainy dark,
Steam rises from carts as chefs prepare fresh seafood dishes from the
produce in front of them,
Tea steams from spouts,
Piles of citrus gleam orange,
Carts overflow with dates, dried fruits, nuts,
Women offer henna painting,
Drums of street performers sound,
Shops sell leather, jewelry, trinkets out of a yellow glow,
An enthusiastic food-stand front-man engages us in a lively discussion,
I try not to lose my eight charges,
We dodge a persistent, green-hoodied young pickpocket as we make our way back.

Into the Atlas mountains…
Curving road hugging rocky walls,
Stream in a rocky riverbed,
Grassy banks divided by stone walls,
Homes blend into the hills,
Green strips of terraces,
Mosque towers square and bright,
Snowy peaks in the distance,
squeals of excitement.


Sweet mint tea and fresh lunch as the sky spits occasionally,
We embark,
Down the road,
Sky clearing,
Walnut trees, green,
And the river, always the river,
Rushing.

Women sit on sun-warmed rocks and mind their livestock,
Prod cows along dirt paths,
Peaceful,
Quiet,
And the river, always the river,
Rushing.

Reminders to stay off the road,
Crossing the river on makeshift bridge of rocks,
Luggage-toting donkeys not far behind,
And then we leave the river,
Pick up a narrow trail that leads up the rocky hillside,
Weaving, climbing, hugging the walls of the rocky gorge,
Stopping to admire the view.

The top brings the sight of the river valley,
Berber village below,
Snow-capped peaks,
As the wind whips and chills,
Sends us down to the village,
High-fives and hand games with French-speaking village children,
Before they are called back into their broken-windowed school,
Asking for the “stylo” I did not have.

Journal time on the outdoor patio,
while chaperones steal a moment together,
Dinner in the warmer basement,
Shivering to bed on thin mattresses on concrete floors,
Woken by braying donkeys and tuneless Muezzin,
Chaos.

Sorted by fresh flatbread and hot drinks,
We don waterproof gear,
Head off into light drizzle.

Bare walnut trees gleaming black,
Prune trees with delicate white blossoms,
We pause to hear about village life,
Haunted by a few smalls boys,
And a bicycle.

The day a blur –
Rain,
Blissfully sunny moments,
Rocky roads heading up
and then down,
Terraces green under the pale cover of empty winter branches,
Village families watching as we pass through,
Laundry fluttering in the open rooms,
Open and sun-filled for winter-time tea.
The muddy river branching through green grass,
demanding we cross one at time on our accompanying mule.
Boys play soccer in old sweaters, or in smaller versions of the hooded robes the men
wear,
Robes that belong in Rivendell,
or on Tatooine.
Strong wind taking hats over the edge.
Rest on a rocky outcropping,
Single-file again as the path narrows,
A woman in a magenta robe and turquoise flats skirts her sheep past us on the rocky
trail.
High-fives and a toy windmill in a village,
A piece of gum brings a mob of children from nowhere,
Muddy alleys, stone and adobe buildings,
The line stretches as students tire.
Finally, an arched stone crossing,
Through a dark tunnel, goats darting in the shadows,
To sweet tea and welcome shelter.


Barely dawn, it looks as if
The sky is clear.
Clouds threaten, but the sun rises above them,
Breaking over mountain peaks as we climb to a ledge overlooking the village,
Await the mules that will carry many of us to our next destination.


Students clamber aboard,
We start to climb,
Lead mule occasionally nudging my shoulder as I walk,
Reluctant to deny my legs the joy they’re finding in this exertion,
Weaving up the mountain-side, switchbacks leading us to the pass.



A brief diversion,
Icy snow at the side of the road,
A fierce fight ensues,
I feel like a journalist
Dodging bullets,
As a try to capture the jubilant scene
of some experiencing real snow for the first time.

Mules plod down the road
as few of us take the footpath,
crossing our way down the mountain,
trying to take in the heady scent of pine, the feel of sun and wind on our faces, the beauty of snow-capped peaks, the valley opening in front of us –
and trying, as well, to watch our feet.

Adobe walls and metal doors in marigold and cloudless blue,
Baby goats and chatting women,
We pause in a terraced orchard, bare branches letting in the sun as we eat, journal,
rest,
While village boys play soccer
With shouts and thumps.

Down through a bustling backpacker town,
Full of climbers preparing to tackle Toukbal,
The evening air crisp and cool as we finish our hike in the shadow of the hills,
Along the rushing river,
Back to where we started.
50 kilometers covered,
(30 miles, that is)
tired, perhaps,
but I, for one,
was reluctant to leave the mountains.

A stolen moment,
Before dawn,
On that next morning,
After a night of hilarious skits and huge platters of couscous,
The stars still pale in the deep sky,
The mountains surrounding in darker shades of shadow,
And the river, always the river,
Rushing.
Soothing.


We take the scenic route to Fez,
Chatter in one ear, Snow Patrol in the other,
Out of the mountains,
Into the wide open greens,
Crossroads with shops, men lingering over tea,
Oranges and bananas piled on carts,
Mules – grazing, pulling, prodded, ridden.
Hilly cities of beige buildings,
Satellite dishes,
Sidewalk cafes,
Chaos.
Stomach lurching as we tilt around curves,
Small villages blend into hillsides,
Children wave.
Fresh air and sunshine,
Rolling hills of waving greens,
Great bright squares of neon yellow blooms,
Sheets of rain bend silver white against the dark gray clouds.
Into rocky hills of juniper bushes,
Cities that beckon us to stay as we fly through.

Another open courtyard in our hotel,
Bright with sunshine as we leave for our tour of Fes.
The royal palace – intricate bronze doors, mosaics with the colors of Morocco:
Red for Marrakech, White for Casablanca, Blue for Fez,
Yellow for desert, brown for mountains, green for Islam.
And black. For decoration.


A view of the city, sprawling in the valley.
Pottery workshop – smooth, empty bowls dry in the sun,
Clay-spattered men form quickly with practiced hands,
Purple paint turns blue in the kilns, applied by hand and memory,
Tiles of blue and green and red are chipped into geometric shapes,
Placed together into intricate mosaics,
The shop gleams with the end results.







Into the Medina.
Out of the vans into a chaos of people and mules, cars and bikes,
My primary concern:
Not losing any children.
My mind is full of images,
Alleys;
The way the light plays down through rooftops,
Skeins of thread, tall twisted candles,
Fresh bread and even fresher chicken,
Piles of fresh herbs, bags of spices,
Artisan shops full of lacy metal and mirrored chandeliers,
Pungent leather coats, intricate wooden doors,
Fresh pastries and croissants, color-flecked blocks of candy crawling with bees,
A quiet moment in an ancient courtyard filled with reflected green light,
Tea cups in jewel tones,
Loaded donkeys barging through crowds.
A tall room filled with carpets and the scent of lamb koftka,
A “Berber pharmacy” with shelves of glass jars,
Herbs, powders, liquids,
Hands pass sweet scents and salves.
Fresh mint leaves held under noses
Blocking the tannery stench,
Pits of rose and crimson shades,
Men stand knee deep,
Scraping clean the skin with long knives,
As beaded shoes sparkle behind us.
Sense of direction compromised,
Feet quick on dirt and stone,
Down and out again.









Sleepy drive to Casablanca,
Flight full of chess and trivia games,
Home to deliver students into parents’ waiting arms.

It was tempting, I’ll admit,
The thought of slipping away,
Farther up and further in,
Sun and wind,
Adobe and stones,
Snow-capped heights,
Deep green lows.

And the river.
Always the river.
Rushing.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Antarctic Adventures

Only in Dubai….

Do we get a day off because George Bush is in town! They had to shut down the main roads for security. The announcement came through the previous afternoon… and with the rain that started to fall from the darkened sky, it brought back old feelings of snow days…

And then, the rain fell…and fell... puddles everywhere, the roads crazy, quick-footing through ankle-deep, chilly water on the way out of the parking lot..

And two more days off of school! (due to “adverse roads, weather conditions, and the forecast for even more rain”). Granted, we had a staff PD day for one of them, but you won’t catch me complaining!

And now, the purpose of this entry – my Antarctic adventure!


41 hours after we piled in a cab with all of our luggage, we walked out of Santiago’s airport into the bright summer sunshine… quite a change from the brisk cold we experienced on our just-long-enough-to-escape-the-airport layover in New York.

Santiago was a relaxing start to the vacation! Our hotel was in the quaint little cobblestoned Paris-Londres neighborhood. We spend the next four days wandering the bustling streets and parks of the city, riding the open-topped bus for free, taking a fabulous wine tour, sitting under umbrellas, drinking pisco sours, and playing lots of cards and Pass the Pigs, and people-watching in the Plaza des Armas.



We met our tour group for one night in a big-comfy-bed hotel before flying off to Ushuaia, the southern-most city in the world, sitting on the edge of the Argentinian side of Tierra del Fuego, with its wood-frame airport and snow-capped mountains. We hopped a bus for a tour for the highlights of the National Park – trees and lakes and hills and mountains – beautiful!


That evening (Christmas evening, actually) we boarded our ship, the MS Fram!


We sailed away down the Beagle Channel after a fabulous Christmas dinner, with beautiful scenery on either side and our wake streaming behind us…


We woke to rolling waves and soaring albatross the next day, and completed our Drake Passage crossing quickly with the help of good weather and some sea-sickness drugs, passing the gray day with lectures, reading, deck-wandering, and (of course) cards.

Our second morning, we awoke to…. Icebergs!! Well-worn and eerily blue, they ushered us into the Nelson Strait, between two of the South Shetland Islands. We hung a right and motored to Half-Moon Island for our first landing, penguins leaping through the water around the boat.




They broke us into groups, and each group was called down to Deck 2 to load, 8 at a time, into rubber-edged Polar-Cirkel boats to speed to shore. Half-Moon is small, rocky and snow-covered, and home to a rookery of Chin-Strap penguins! They were so fun to watch – they move through the water with such grace, but on land they’re so awkward, hopping and waddling through their paths in the ice, curious about us, but not afraid – they have no land-based predators.









We celebrated our landing with a wonderful bottle of Chilean wine, and were getting excited for our sail through the sunken caldera of Deception Island, when we heard the ding-dong an upcoming announcement and learned that there was a medical emergency on board, so we took a detour, heading to King George Island and its airstrip. The next morning, we received word that the plane was delayed due to weather, but while we were here, we were going to land at the Polish research station of Artowski. The bay was beautiful under a blue sky, ice falls tumbling down to the brilliant water….

The landing was amazing – sunny and windy, and providing not only more penguins but seals as well, basking on the rocky beach, we quietly crept in to take photos and watch them loll about. Bleached whale bones lay scattered about, and as the wind picked up I wandered down to the station, and quickly peeked into the main building – it was warm, wood-paneled, and smelled like lunch – it looked inviting and cozy, a place to socialize… but I wondered what it would be like to spend months on end in these small buildings with the same people, here at the bottom of the world… the wind-whipped waves were fierce on the way back to the Fram, spray splashing cold in the sun as the bow slapped up and down on the swells…






After a doze in the sun-filled observation lounge and a briefing on the new plan, we started to cruise through the Antarctic Sound, the end of the Antarctic Peninsula somewhere off to our starboard side. Passengers gathered on deck with cameras as huge tabular icebergs started to float by, looming up out of the gathering mist, sides dripping with icicles, glowing blue, with deep cracks and smooth, flat tops.





We sailed through them for hours before reaching Brown’s Bluff, where we were going to attempt an evening landing (9pm and not dark at all) on the Antarctic continent itself. However, as we sat and played cards, waiting for our group to be called, the sky darkened, the wind rose, and the waves became wilder – so we were not surprised that the landing was cancelled, but we were a little surprised when the power died a few minutes later, through we played on next to the windows.

Suddenly, there was a an announcement – “Ladies and gentleman, we have an emergency situation. Please dress warmly and come up to Deck 7 immediately.” Glances were exchanged, and we jumped into action to do just that, returning to our cabins to don coats and hats and climb up to Deck 7, where we realize just what the emergency is….



I was somewhere behind the guy… kindly note that kid saying “brace yourselves” and picture him hitting the deck as I grabbed a railing…

I won’t lie, it was a bit frightening at first, but we were quickly gathered and assured that there was no big damage, we were in no way, shape or form taking on water, but we were in fact stuck here – against the glacier that spilled from the land into the bay! The power loss had in fact been an engine failure, and we’d simply drifted over into the glacier!


So we waited, speculated, discussed – and kept an eye on all the icebergs drifting with us in the bay! Soon enough, the engines started again. Because the Fram is amazing, it can not only move forwards and backwards, but also sideways, so we simply pushed away from the glacier and made tracks back to King George Island.

The captain gathered us again soon afterwards to inform us that we were heading there not only for the airstrip, but to assess the damage to the boat and determine if we could continue sailing. This was where things got interesting, and we sat back and watched as some people became angry about the idea of going home early, some people got freaked out at the thought of sailing farther in our “damaged” boat (despite repeated reassurances), and others just realized that all we could do was wait… and then they opened up the bar, and we celebrated – celebrated that it could have been much worse, that our ship was okay, that we got away from the glacier – and pushed away the feelings of disappointment at all of our problems, trying to focus on the fact that we HIT a GLACIER and, really, that’s going to make a great story…


The next morning we were back at King George, and after a landing at the Chilean station Frei (which was obviously just an attempt to keep us busy) and the evacuation of our medical emergency (which was a stroke), we were gathered together (again) and told that “Norway” (ie, the powers that be) had declared we could no longer continue our cruise, and that we would join up with another vessel and follow them back to Ushuaia – albeit at a much slower speed than we were capable of - not necessary, but a formality we had to follow. The sunset that night was amazing….

the four of us engaged in a discussion about the necessity of setting foot on the continent itself to have “been there,” whether or not our trip “counted” or not, how to answer the question of “how was Antarctica?” etc – and decided that “we had been to Antarctica but not set foot on it” or, more simply “we crashed into it!”

But at that point it was hard to feel anything beyond disappointment at the amazing things we were so close to but didn’t see… and then, the next morning, yet another medial emergency (appendicitis) reared its head, so we ditched our “escort” and made fast track back to Ushuaia, on a more rollicking crossing of the Drake Passage.
Our early arrival was handled by sending us on a bus/catamaran tour of the national park – it was beautiful, we stopped for lunch at a restaurant/sled-dog training facility, but it was a loooong day – and the next morning we disembarked for our flight back to Santiago.


We had enough layover time for another jaunt in NYC, and Steve’s parents even drove down to say Hi and drive us from La Guardia to JFK! We checked out FAO Schwartz, street meat, and WTC site, and a corner Starbucks, amazed at the fact that the city felt colder than Antarctica!

It was quite an experience, that’s for sure! I try to remain positive about the whole thing – because the things we were able to see were absolutely, beautifully amazing – but there’s a sense of incompleteness, of wanting to fully experience all that Antarctica has to offer, to set my feet on the continent itself, to fully savor that which we only teasingly tasted, to see a continent that is changing and disappearing at an alarming rate…

But for now, I’ll simply enjoy the fact that I can say I have crashed into a glacier!