Thursday, December 21, 2006

Homeward Bound

Sitting in the Amsterdam airport, wishing I was home already - 7 hours is a long time in an airport.

Remembering sunny and 70's yesterday, fitting before I head home into the cold.

Contemplating the fact that I have been in Dubai for 4 months, and it's ages and a split-second all at one time, but it feels like home, and I'm happy.

Several recent "Dubai moments":

How many blue-jumpsuited Indian laborers does it take to get Erin's car unstuck? Many, all arguing about the best way to do it - push forward, back, use a lever, use a ramp? Understanding nothing, I can do nothing but thank them profusely when they push me back onto the hard-packed sand. (How was I supposed to know they had cut off our shortcut?)

We had our school Christmas party outside at the golf club and, strangely enough, we were almost pushed inside by rain, but it stayed away and we were able to enjoy the view of the Creek and the floodlit fairways.

Working the film festival was fun, though it didn't leave me as much time to see movies as I would have liked. I managed to fit in a few, all of which I enjoyed. I happened to be working the theater when they showed Bobby, which had a red-carpet gala premiere the evening before, and right before the movie began, they rushed some of the cast in to do an introduction - including Laurence Fishburne!! (He was sporting a beard and a fedora... he looked old...). The movie was quite good - a fabulous cast, and the ending was very moving. THEN Joshua Jackson came back to do a Q&A and I got to be about 2 feet away from him (most people were not TOO impressed by this, but coming from the Dawson's Creek generation, it was fun for me!) That's what was great about the festival - directors, producers, and actors (collectively 'talent') were often on hand to introduce the movies and/or answer questions afterwords.

We were going to take the whole middle school to an amusement park on the last day of school before break - but then they told us that Wednesdays are "ladies days" at the park, so we couldn't go... only in Dubai!!

I think half the teachers at the school were at the airport at the same time last night, all waiting for early-morning flights, heading home or off on an adventure...


Picture of the buildings on Sheik Zayed Road from our school - the two towers on the left are Emirates Towers.




Friday, December 08, 2006

Friends and Films




Yes, Dubai has a coffee shop themed after the "Friends" hangout - same type of comfy couches, small tables and funky art, and great coffee...


The Dubai International Film Festival is kicking off this week, so I'm keeping my eyes peeled for celebrities. "Bobby" is premeiring here, with a red carpet and all that jazz. Movies from Hollywood, Bollywood and everything in between are showing in 4 locations on my end of the city. There are films from local directors, short films, and documentaries; movies in every language imaginable, and even movies for kids. I'm volunteering with my friend Lamonda, so I"ll be working at the theater during shows, ushering, taking tickets, etc. It's interesting to see how the whole thing runs from the other side - plus I get free movies out of the deal! We already got a sneak-peek the other night, of a great French film called "Paris, je t'aime" which I highly recommend!

2 weeks from now I'll be back in the snow and cold, wondering how my internal thermometer could get so messed up in four months...

Sunday, December 03, 2006

dunes, rain and rugby...






Ladies in Liwa...

8 women, 3 cars, a desert highway and a private villa. To beep or not to beep, that was the question. Once we left speed cameras and traffic behind, we opened windows and turned up music to drown out the annoyingly steady beeps and blasted along the rolling desert highway. Bumpy dunes, yellow sand, tree farms consisting of a few scraggly rows, try to keep the sand in check, keep it from covering the road. The sand turns orange, darker red swirls have a marble-like appearance. Sooner than I thought, we hit the crescent-shaped Liwa Oasis - green plantations, palm trees, the road curves, climbs, drops. Hard to believe that beyond the dunes on our left lies the Rub al Khali - the empty quarter, the Saudi border. Sun and sand forever.
The hotel sits atop a large hill, our villa has its own pool and we waste no time working out ways to position deck chairs in it to allow for maximum sun exposure.

Sunset approaching, we climb back in the cars and head away into the dunes, looking for the perfect spot. We leave the cars, some leave their shoes, and set off - the surface is foreign to me - solid one step, loose and fluid the next - a bit like snow, but looser, a step causing a wave to roll down. My sense of size, my depth perception are changed. Loose sand scuds along, lies off the top of the tallest dune. We attempt to settle on a ridge, but it's windy, and the sand stings, hitting my back, twisting into my eyes. We shift downward, place bets on the time of sunset, pour wine into plastic cups, drinking around the thin flim of sand developing inside. Sand sticks to my skin, in my hair, even under my clothes - the thin film of leftover sunscreen only worsening the problem - but I don't care. The silence is complete, deep, except the occasional car on the road we've left behind. The sand is as warm as its color as I dig my toes and fingers in... the sun sinks... twilight - that time when it's neither here nor there, dark or light... a crescent moon appears... the sky shifts to deeper blues... star light, star bright... and in that moment that I'm forever trying to capture, it's dark. I lean back, squint against sand particles, and absorb the moment, the sight of stars in spangles so dense the constellations blend in... I feel at peace.

Reluctantly we stand, cautiously move our way through the dark, eyes straining for the solid strip that is the road... the sense of tranquility stays with me through dinner on the back patio, sleepy conversations, clinking dishes waking me the next morning, coffee in the early sunshine, reading with feet in the cool water, the drive back...
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It rained. Really rained - a rain worthy of Belgium, that sent me scurrying to my car. Windshield wipers, headlights, palm fronds bending, tea and a book under a blanket.

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Rugby 7s: some of the best rugby players in the world, 7-man teams, 7-minute halves filled with scrums and tackles, a stadium full of expats... one of the best events in Dubai - so I was thrilled when I won a drawing at school on Thursday for some extra tickets.
The only problem was, Saturday didn't dawn bright and sunny - it slogged in heavy and gray. Still optimistic, I grabbed sunglasses along with my sweatshirt and headed off....
Oh, did it rain. All day. In spurts, in spits, in drenching downpours, in steady plops.... garbage-bag ponchos abounded. Who would have thought I would need an umbrella here. We stuck it out for awhile, taking a break under a tent, then joining some friends with a large umbrella, testing the limits of its coverage. We yelled, we cheered, talked, laughed, had a good time while getting thoroughly drenched. The sandy grounds, unused to such a deluge, turned into silty brown puddles which were quite fun to splash through. The pitch was saturated, giving the players an excellent surface to slide and splash and tackle on.
I gave up around 4 o'clock, but I was there long enough to know that if I had fun in the rain, I could have lots of fun next year when it will not rain... right?



Sunday, November 19, 2006

Pieces of life

Waves crash and roll, a soothing, distant thunder. My lungs rejoice in the freshness, the coolness of the air, tentatively daring to breathe deeply, to believe that the oppressive heat of summer has left the air. Sun sparkles on the water rushing over the flat sand of the shallows, shifting the sand into darker ridges – an underwater desert, populated by the occasional shell, a starfish, a crab creeping along – though he’s small, I give his claws a wide berth. Behind me, joggers plod through the sand, sari-clad women talk in flowing silk, fathers call to their children, who are screaming with glee as they dodge, dive, splash, splutter in the waves.
The sun descends, casting soft magenta hues on sea and sand. It slowly sinks, not behind the horizon, but behind the construction cranes of the Palm. Straight ahead, wet sand flies from dredgers, arcing through the air to form an island where before only water existed. I wonder if there will come a time when the sun won’t find an open slip of gulf to set on. To my left, past the Burj, the Marina towers soar. The aircraft warning lights start to flash in the twilight - first one, out of sync, then the others in rapid-fire succession – like a heartbeat: blip-thud.
Call to prayer sounds, the first flat and harsh, but then overlapped by another, sweeter, deeper… and another… they weave over and under, rising and falling…

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Florescent lights glow on the orange surface, surprisingly smooth and clear in the dark. Traffic whizzes along Sheik Zayed, headlights glare. Full moon rising, ferris wheel pulsing but still. Feet pound in unison, circling the park – at last, finding joy in the rhythm, the challenge, the breathing, the night air enveloping me…

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Vivaldi’s “Seasons” cycle as the signs circle us, buildings swallow us, roundabouts return us yet again… how hard can it be to find building 14, with the red façade??
Harder than I thought.
Yet the quest for internet can not be denied – so we cycle, circle, return; peer, point, sigh.

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Flying along, slowing to exit, curve through the tunnel, emerge to the sight of home - and brake lights, blinkers, horns. Slowing, crawling, steeling myself. So close I can almost see in my living room window, but yet so far – a curve, 3 lanes becoming one, cars angling for position, holding steady, ceding only when necessary. Creeping, leaving the building behind, for first I must turn, turn again, bump through dirt, loop through the development – circling back, finally arriving.

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Afternoon. The light takes on a peculiar quality, one I feel I must know from another life….
The skylight reveals a strange phenomenon – clouds. Gray, sky-concealing clouds. The first time I have seen them here.
As the bell rings, students buzz with talk of rain. I step out to see for myself – indeed. Small drops, intermittent – but rain. The first I have felt in over 3 months… a welcome respite? No. More of a curiosity.

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Thursday night, opening race night at Nad el Sheba. Track in a white-light glow, dressed-up patrons pay to watch from behind glass, eat and drink and socialize, while we lean our forearms on the scratchy hedge, awaiting the thunderous finish only meters from us, envying the photographers with their telephoto lenses and places even closer. Friends and families relax, chat, eat, smoke on blankets behind us – our skin is several shades paler than most, I get more than a few glances as I move to the walking ring before the races to check out the horses. Going off nothing more than horse names, jockey names, owners, and the occasional derby winner in the pedigree, we attempt to pick the winners and try to decipher the abbreviations on the racing program. Betting is illegal in Dubai, but one can “predict” the winner of all 6 races to win a car… a long shot at best. It all makes me want to go horseback riding, preferably fast…

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Friday afternoon, feel the need to leave the apartment... do something, anything. Jen and I head towards Sharjah, taking advantage of one day of lighter traffic. Under the Creek in a tunnel, out of the old city center, along the coast, we catch glimpses of the Gulf between villas. Sharjah off to our right. We find a piece of shoreline, rocky, with a concrete wall above it. We sit, soaking up the sunshine, reveling in the breeze, the relative quiet except waves, watching trucks drive out onto the Palm Deira, speculating about the ability to create artificial land, wondering how long it will be before it sinks back into the water. We're not there for long, just long enough to be dazzled by the sunshine, find a spot to escape to....


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ASD had a gala fundraiser put on by the Parent Association. It was a wonderful reason to get dressed up, see everyone else dressed up; and eat, drink and be merry. There was an exciting live auction, a raffle drawing for a Hummer (alas, I did not win... ), and a silent auction with some pretty random things (ie, FedEx shipments). I didn't bid, but I had fun seeing my table-mates bid for and win some of the previously mentioned random-ness...

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The hot weather has broken. The other morning, I actually felt chilled driving to work and had to close my car window! It's absolutely beautiful - warm afternoons, cool evenings.... The thought of a whole winter of weather this beautiful makes me very, very happy!
The thought of Minnesota in December already has me shivering....

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Thanksgiving in Dubai: I got to do the thing where I make my contribution to Thanksgiving dinner (green bean casserole), wrap it up in a towel and take it with me, in a bag with a bottle of wine, the extra crunchies, and my camera. Feels like I'm a real adult now :)
Allison did good her first Thanksgiving, the turkey was great, the gravy was delicious.... we had quite a spread, and although Green Bean casserole has to be the easiest thing ever, I was proud of the fact that everyone loved it and there was none left over (the exception was Juliette, our token 5-year old, who announced loudly that she did NOT like the beans. But I probably didn't either, when I was 5, so I'm not offended).
We were a diverse group, being inclusive of some Canadians and an Aussie, and from all over the US, and I realized that although I miss my family, it was a fabulous evening, becuase all that matters on Thanksgiving is that we're with people we care about - and I was.
It also didn't hurt that a few of us stopped off at the beach on the way home for an impromptu wade, as a white-robed fisherman rowed his white boat out to check his white-buoyed fishing nets that were bobbing right in front of us, stars actually visible overhead, water lapping our toes as we rolled up our pants and stepped gingerly in the dark....

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A few pics....

Friday, November 10, 2006

India Part 2

Jaipur – the pink city. Pleasing to the eye, cool in the hot summer months, a practical choice made by an emperor. The streets are starting to stir as the sun beats down, promising a hot day…

We are told, as we have been before, not to give out of compassion, for begging is a trade that kidnaps, maims, and mistreats. The reality makes me shudder, but I also feel a small measure of relief at this - my absolution, my release from the guilt born out of my inaction.

Imposing, daunting, deserted; power conveyed in the Amber fort’s commanding perch atop the hill. Elephants lumber up the steep path, painted flowers on their faces belying power – I remember the unfortunate Belgian tourist… The handlers palm curving, pointed iron with which they prod. I double-take at a turbaned head bent into a cell phone.
Dusty stones where rich carpets, sparkling mirrors, and multi-colored jewels once cushioned life for the ruling few. Years of history – victories, defeats, jealousy, intrigue…. Towers, tunnels, balconies, steep stairways…. 12 rooms for 12 wives, not allowed contact within their own quarters for fear of assassination attempts…. Intricate pillars covered in limestone for decades to avoid a jealous fit of destruction… watchtowers on the hills to announce an invasion, a homecoming…. A honeycombed window behind which the queen awaited her husband’s return – I curve my fingers in the cool marble openings and try to imagine her hope, for his death would have meant hers as well – tradition dictated she burn herself on his funeral pyre… a victory on the battlefield, the banner of the defeated thrown high in celebration, when it was supposed to be a sign of defeat; the jubilant army returned to barred gates, which when broken open revealed fires burning and all perished in a fiery death, in accordance to the custom of suicide before being taken. Etchings; black ink deface smooth walls – stirring tributes to everlasting love marring in their audacity.


Ping of metal on concrete, thwack of a wooden stick, jingle of coins, the young boy’s patter : “one rupee, look sir, one rupee, now two rupee, now gone,” as coins appear with a tug on my pant leg, a flutter of fingers behind my ear; rocks vanish from overturned bowls….

Wrinkled, tanned skin, white beard, electric orange robe, a shepherds crook – crossing traffic and gone, but not before he caught my eye.

Ancient stone structures find the North Star, discern the future, tell time to the nearest second; a sundial so massive no-one dares climb to the top…

Trying our hand at block printing… rudimentary stamps become beautiful fabric…

A museum full of ancient clothing; it’s easy to see why the queens couldn’t walk for the weight of their jewel-encrusted gowns. Master craftsmen work, the walls covered with their accolades, visits from princes and presidents; we buy new paintings on old paper – stories on top of stories. A boy, an apprentice, shows how he painstakingly hammers intricate brass patterns into polished wood – he is learning from his father, whose work he proudly shows us…

A rust-red courtyard under a fading sky, a cool breeze, lilting music, a surprising peace.

Silent in the dark backseat, I tune out talk of castes and gaze out the window – glittering Diwali decorations cross over-head, neon lights blaze, food steams in huge cast-iron pots, side streets wind away in the dark, light spills from doorways.

Swimming in the dark, bats swoop to the rippling surface, mere shadows flitting away as quickly as they came…





The second leg of the triangle – Jaipur to Agra. I settle in, headphones providing my personal soundtrack, and simply watch… or try to. Swerve, brake, surge, swerve… who needs lanes? The folded-in side-view mirrors suddenly make sense.
Think of chaos – cars, trucks, cars, bikes, motorcycles, people… Then add cows. Unconcerned, hump-backed, wandering, grazing, lounging cows. And garbage. Piled, strewn, trodden, stinky garbage.

A goat perches precariously on a corrugated tin roof. Low stone walls separate furrowed fields. A turbaned, white-garbed man plows, two oxen trudging before him – a National Geographic picture I am now seeing with my own eyes. Livestock grazes. Women work the fields, bent over rows of some struggling crop. Men lounge in groups at roadside cafes, under scrawny shade. (I can see who’s doing all the work around here!). A girl and a woman, bent in a field - the older helps the younger steady a basket on her head, she rises and floats away. Two children walk, hand in hand, down the dusty road, faded clothes flapping in the breeze. Stones with white paint slapped over them serve as construction barriers. Flat disks of drying cow dung look like shingles in the sun. Markets in small towns – bananas in various stages of ripeness, peanuts, piles of orange flowers to offer to the gods. Spigots gush cool water, a boy in blue shorts pours a glistening bucket over his head. Tall chimneys of brick ovens rise, their finished products in haphazard piles. Tall sprays of Indian Paintbrush sway.


Another deserted city, splendor to only be imagined. A lofty throne, from which prisoners heard their sentences, in a day when death by elephant stomping was quite an effective deterrent for murder. A giant game-board, from whose center the king commanded his color-coded concubines, swirling skirts as playing pieces.

Agra – crowded, down-and-dirty… I nap in the backseat.


A bumpy drive for a Taj-Mahal sneak peak, crescent moon slivered in the twilight sky, stray dogs poke their noses in burning trash, white domes beckon from across the shallow river…

Dinner with a bus of senior citizens – we marvel at their courage, their determination to see the world even as they walk with canes, squint blue-shadowed eyes at menus, and speak way too loudly in each other’s good ears.



Up before dawn, coffee cravings pushed aside, anticipation in the cool darkness. The sky begins to soften, the city starting to stir. Shadows gather in lighted doorways, cooking, eating; metal shop doors still tightly rolled down.

Parking lot, battery-operated bus, walk – we take turns eying the horizon, willing the sun to take its time this morning, and quicken the pace. Red sandstone gate, inlaid with marble slabs, in turn inlaid with semi-precious stones. Through the arch, and there it is – the Taj Mahal – wonder of the world, testament to undying love – pearly-white in the pre-dawn light, mist floating gray behind, and it feels like we’re at the edge of the world. We hear of the years, the hours, the care that went into making this monument - this tomb - for the king’s departed wife, how he sat every day, gazing upon it. White marble soars above me. Semi-precious stones – jade, coral, lapis-lazuli – swirl in flowers, onyx curves in Arabic letters, carved figures curl. Inside, a surprising darkness. Marble glows under a small flashlight, lapis shimmers. The whole complex is perfectly symmetrical from gates to minarets. Fountains sit dormant, trees branch gracefully, flowers bloom. Golden sun breaking the horizon, then the wall, adding a golden sheen to the domes.

Passion emanates from every stone.


Agra fort – more deserted beauty, more views to gaze at, more spaces for light and shadow to play, for breezes to blow, for mysteries to call….
Young Indian men trying to take my picture; I feel too blonde in the sunshine.

Eyes exhausted, I don’t see much on the way back to Delhi. Our last day we are stuck in limbo before flying. Along comes Sunny, tuk-tuk driver and unofficial tour guide. He plays us songs from Bollywood films, singing along, hands waving in the air, stops the track to explain what the singer is saying. He tries to acquire Sean’s Twins hat, takes us to a cheap, good (and hopefully not sketchy) place for lunch, takes us to good shopping, a museum, back to the hotel. In our nearest miss, a car almost backs right into us – we are saved by a quick swerve. We write down our email addresses, promise to contact Sunny if we are ever coming back to India, and say goodbye to this bright person we’ve met so randomly.

After waiting at the airport for too long, I feel ready to go home. Winging through the dark, I have to marvel at the things I’ve seen, even as I try to absorb it all. I’ve said it before, but it’s true – I wish my eyes were cameras, that I could capture everything I’ve seen, to be able to replay, remember all my experiences. In lieu of that ability, my words will just have to do.

Monday, October 30, 2006

India (part 1)

Nothingness. Darkness. Than a spangle of lights… then another. Suddenly- Delhi, sparkling. Fireworks erupt. First here, then there, everywhere. A celebration of Dewali. The space below is filled with reds, greens, golds – as if the city itself is celebrating our arrival.


One man tries to corral impatient travelers into single-file lines before tired-looking passport stampers, but we meld, merge, split, as people try to save a few minutes by edging in elsewhere. Standing too close to strangers, I try to let the instrumental music soothe me, but my foot taps impatience on faux marble at the men behind the desks, who seem indifferent to our sense of urgency. The man in the yellow shirt darts to the desk from another line – voices rise in protest. His passport slaps back on the counter and he is sent back to his line, feigning confusion.

We wait for our luggage. Bags not collected on the first go-round are dumped off to the side. I pay the woman who gives me toilet paper to dry my hands in the bathroom, buy bottled water with strange money, gaze at ads for “amazing India” on the walls, smile at the duty-free shop’s Diwali lights. Did you know you can email the Indian customs office at hotmail.com?

A sea of papers, searching for a familiar name – you look left, I’ll look right, slow our steps to give our eyes time.
Relief. Shaking hands, following out the door.
The night air is hazy, full of smoky firework smell, but cool, and I lower the car window to bask in this sensation that I haven’t felt in months.

Streets dimly lit.
Trucks, rickshaws, construction barriers.
Us.
Swerve, brake, zoom, repeat.

Fireworks fly.


We’re restless, though it’s late, and we head to the roof – the rubble-filled shell of a former restaurant assures that the balcony is deserted and we’re free to gaze at the city as the fireworks endlessly flare. There’s no “downtown” cluster of skyscrapers, just intermittent lights as far as the eye can see. And the dark spaces?
Apparently it’s been too long since I’ve seen trees.



Huge hawks wing through the sky as we set off on a brief walk the next morning. Rickshaw drivers call to us, promise us a good price, are puzzled by our desire just to wander. Three men push a cart sagging with bricks, a few lone protesters camp out in front of a newspaper office, a man shaves in his motorcycle mirror as a young man edges in to watch and assist, an old man sits on the sidewalk, back to a mailbox, peeling a long, white, carrot-like vegetable. A friendly young man strikes up a conversation, tries to get us to shop at the nearby emporium, but we must return to meet our tour guide. The city is fairly quiet, sleeping in after its celebrations, though the sparse traffic still causes me to catch my breath – cars, taxis, green-and yellow tuk-tuks, motorcycles, bicycles, pedestrians – all move together, curve into roundabouts, sound their horns. Small carts perch next to the road, selling chips, candy, soft drinks. Everywhere shiny little packets – green, purple, yellow – hang in rows. Fruit vendors with piles of bananas, mangoes, pineapples. Diwali decorations catch the eye – spangles and ribbons adorning cars, shops, stands, gas stations.

The Indian women are a sight to behold – beautiful, flowing, in every color under the sun – bright fuschia, deep purple, greens, yellows, oranges, blues of every hue, spangled with silver and gold, embroidered with flowers– they’re like flowers themselves, scattered over the city.

The British influence is obvious in New Delhi – roundabouts, large green parks where boys play cricket and people stroll. India Gate – the Arc of Delhi, a memorial to slain soldiers. Government buildings, monkeys strolling freely outside the gates. Still, poverty reveals itself. Piles of trash, the tents hung along that wall or under this bridge; those beggars over there, that pair of sweet brown eyes that accompanies the soft sound of fingers tapping window glass – a sound that echoes all too loud as in turn we smile, but turn away with a sigh. An old man with a bloody bandage on his hand, a woman with a young child, a deformed man, two children, a boy and a girl – siblings? – whose mother sits under the bridge, watching. A tuk-tuk ad reads “lose weight – don’t wait” as malnourished children motion us for money – in order to eat.


Ancient ruins – at times a mosque, a temple, a palace, a tomb. Rows of intricately carved stone columns, somehow unworn by years of wind and rain, but defaced – quite literally – during times of religious differences, and the headless gods have no choice but to remain in their places. A tomb built by the first Sultana for her father, who chose her over her brother, and a giant metal pole whose exact origin is unknown:

One theory: When people were having troubles, the holy man would bless a nail and drive it into the doorway of the house to bring blessings. When the metal pole (which perhaps resembles a nail) was in place, the city was doing just fine. When someone tried to remove it, there was a huge earthquake.
They decided to leave the pole there.


On to the Baha’i Temple – a blooming lotus flower floating above man-made pools of water, a place where all religions intersect. Shoes discarded, we join the throng. Star-shaped arcs cross each other on the soaring ceiling overhead.
Bare feet on lukewarm marble.
Silence but for the jingle of ankle bracelets, until a baby’s cry ends the solemn reverence.


Through a gate to Old Delhi – an immediate change. Traffic snarls, beeping horns increase, motorcycles test their limit as whole families maneuver through the crush. Small shops cram the street, small apartments atop, laundry flutters. Cheap knock-offs - Nike, Adidas – abound. A riot of colors and noise. All the shops are closed, however, for a Sunday tradition – a used book sale. Books in any language, on any topic, stacked on tables and blankets as people browse. Double takes at our white skin. I try to take it all in.

Shoes shed again, a mosque with a large courtyard, towering minarets, one of which we climb, the worn stones smooth beneath my feet, for a birds-eye view – streets crowded, Muslims waiting in the courtyard to pray, a breeze that invites me to linger…

A flame burning on a black grave where some of Ghandi’s ashes rest….
Back to the hotel. Exhausted, but not done.

Night. Crammed in a shuddering tuk-tuk, back to India gate, lit now, it casts a glow to the park. Families picnic and play, ice-cream vendors hawk cool treats, bags of chips sell from metal baskets, kids play football on the grass, shoot glowing plastic in the air; a little boy plays with his father, alternating between breathless laughter and tears. Balloons for sale bob on sticks, like fishing poles waiting for a bite. The darkness provides anonymity – our pale skin blurs in the dark, we are simply part of life for a little while.


Delhi tries its best to hold us in the next day, sprawling out for miles, thick with traffic. A tuk-tuk driver tucks a bare foot beneath himself, the sandal empty on the floor, pastel Hindu gods pose in the dash. Young men perch on baseboards, grip car roofs. A car so crowded, how can the bearded man manage to drive?

Finally, the jumble releases us to modern office buildings, and then flat fields. Trucks rumble along, “Horn Please” a banner we adhere to – the rules of the road: honk and they will move. Camels pull carts loaded with long sticks and burlap-covered mounds. Cones of a harvested crop dot the fields, stalks and leaves brown and dried. Trucks piled precariously high rest at roadside cafes, men loiter and chat. Roads intersect in a cacophony of corrugated tin overhangs, faded store signs, concrete, cows, camels, carts, trucks, trash, markets, motorcycles, men, women, children. We brake, beep. Grin at two boys out the window as they catch sight of us and smile. Everywhere, those living flowers – on the backs of motorcycles, crossing a busy intersection with children in hand, in the middle of a brown field, carrying baskets and bundles on their heads.

Colors always assaulting my eyes.


Seemingly random hills rise from the fields, soon forming winding ranges that hug the road then swing away. A lavender temple, a walled fort through the haze.

Senses overloaded, the hotel a welcome respite. Warm afternoon sun, cold beer in hand, feet in soothing water – it is, after all, vacation.


And the best is yet to come….

Here's a few pics (click "view slideshow"!) - more of those to come, too....
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Sunday, October 08, 2006

Road trippin'

Four teachers, ready for a break from the hustle and bustle and noise of the city, take to the road armed with water, cameras and a loaded iPod. They marvel at the previously undiscovered ridiculousness of Dragon-Mart, a large and (they assume) dragon-shaped mall, and gladly leave it, and the traffic, behind. The desert emerges around them, filled with scrubby brush and trees that somehow survive the intense heat. These too disappear and the sand starts to undulate and crest in wind-blown dunes. A colossal dune rises ahead and merits a photo-op stop near the ATV/camel/horse rental operation. Shortly after, camels are spotted, ambling along the barbed-wire fence. It seems they slow enough to allow the travelers time to spill from the car, cameras at the ready, to accost them. The camels look amused, as if they are used to posing for these wide-eyed visitors, and they eye them back with wide, dark eyes of their own. They pause to pose for a few close-ups, then continue on when they’ve grown tired of the attention.

Mountains now appear in the distance, and closer to the road, gray and time-worn rocks stand in stark contrast to the red-orange hue of the sand. Signs warn of impending doom should it rain and cause the wadis to rush, though momentarily, with water. Cell phones and car speedometers bleep together as the car speeds across the Omani border and emerges again, within minutes, the cacophony announcing a man-made boundary not declared by the view out the windows . Finally, near the foot of the mountains, the destination: Hatta. Signs for Hill Park promise a view – and they do not disappoint. Emerging from the car, the four stretch and lift their faces to the hot afternoon sun. The gate watchman smiles, slightly puzzled: who would climb a hill in the full heat of the day, on a weekend during Ramadan?

The silence is complete. Hatta seems a ghost town but for the occasional squawking of birds. Four pairs of ears stretch out to feel this palpable sense of peace, the first true quiet after being in a place that buzzes constantly with the sounds of a growing city. The Heritage Village, too, is eerily quiet, the dish-dash clad man at the entrance sleeping as we approach, no doubt worn by the heat and his fasting. Exploration of the village provides interesting insights and opportunities for creative, interactive picture-taking with the many displays.

The peace continues over a late lunch at the nearby hotel, with its views of mountains and palm trees, and vows are uttered to visit when life demands another escape.

The car turns homeward as the sun starts its descent over the desert, the sand absorbing the deep gold of late afternoon and deepening its reddish hue. The city approaches all too soon, but back-lit by the magenta of the rapidly-sinking sun, even the half-finished shells of skyscrapers look stunning…



Thursday, October 05, 2006

Bribery...

Yesterday, a student offered me money if I would tell her the answers on the math test she was taking.

I told her I could get fired for that....

perhaps the fact that I was laughing made that much less convincing.....

Friday, September 22, 2006

I love the realization of absolute freedom that comes from a tank full of gas, an ipod, and an entire city to explore on a sunny Friday morning....


My ever-inquisitive 6th graders like to ask me questions about myself, perhaps in an effort to steer the subject away from math, so yesterday I let them ask me questions for the last 5 minutes of class.

There were some of the usual - what's your favorite color? What's your favorite food? Do you have any sisters or brothers? How old are you? Where did you go to college?

And then there were ones that went like this:

Student: " are you married?"
Me: "no"
S: "Why not?"
M: "I haven't found anyone I want to marry"
S: "why?"
M: "i just haven't"
another studnet: "i went to africa and there are lots of orphans there. why don't you adopt one?"
M: (pause) "I'm not......at a place in my life where I want kids (?)"

It was great. They crack me up on a regular basis!

Monday, September 18, 2006

I can’t quite believe I’ve been here 5 weeks already… I’ve got a car (!!!!) and am coping with the traffic quite well, enjoying driving once again… but it beeps when I hit 120 km/h so I can’t “accidentally” drive too fast… my car is a 2006 Toyota Corolla, white, with a cute little spoiler and I love it already!

This weekend I went on a few interesting drives… I went driving about behind Dubai, our towards the desert, and saw some interesting stuff – the F1 track; the future home of Dubailand which right now has a rocketship, a huge façade with a fake rollercoaster and not much else; Arabian Ranches – a huge development of two-stories stretching back into the desert, half of them finished and half still concrete shells; the city skyline disappearing in the humidity-induced haze; sand and scrubby brush and trees; and camel farms, dotted with little huts for the camel-tenders… then, heading farther to the desert, a huge “gate” on either side of the road, and then occasional large pictures of future developments – huge hotel complexes with themes that will span a huge area… but right now is only desert – not even a crane in sight!

Saturday morning we headed to the neighboring Emirate of Sharjah to hit up the “blue souq” – so called by people because the roof is blue. We got a little lost, because although “all roads lead to Sharjah,” once they get there they loop and snarl and detour…. So we got the scenic tour. There’s a beautiful “corniche,” a big bay with sand and walking paths and views of a beautiful mosque… the souq is two long buildings filled with shops – carpets, jewelry, trinkets, fabric in a million forms – we went to a carpet guy that knows some of the other teachers. 12 or so of us were there at once and we filled up the shop looking at these fabulous rugs – handmade, from Pakistan and Iran and all over the world… some of them 30-60 years old – intricate patterns, rich colors…
I took a break to buy some pashminas (shawls) and look at fabrics, and when I came back there had been a lot of rugs purchased! I need to paint my apartment before I buy a rug, but is was great to see the (long) process of looking and feeling and haggling and comparing… and the owner really knew his stuff. He goes himself to buy these rugs from the people who make them in various countries……

Our next stop was in another Emirate, and with one more wrong turn we ended up driving through another 3 emirates, instead of the planned 2 , so I can now say I’ve been in 5 of the 7 Emirates! We saw red-orange sand dotted with trees, somehow surviving in the heat and sun, camels clumped together in a humpy lump or standing solitary in the sparse shade, and lots of sand blowing across the road. Interesting fact: camels are valuable. Hit one with your car and pay somewhere in the neighborhood of 300,000 Dirhams (85,000 dollars, give or take a few) which is more than you’d have to pay for hitting a human being…
We saw kilometers of open beach with sparking water – surprisingly undeveloped, though I’m sure it will be eventually – but the stench of stagnant water made the sight less beautiful… (our destination was an outlet for more-affordable beverages of an alcoholic persuasion, which was packed with ex-pats stocking up before Ramadan...)

Speak of, Ramadan starts in about a week, and I’m interested to see what life is like during that time… quiet fasting during the day, with shortened work hours, and then Iftar celebrations after sunset, with feasting in tents on the beach…
I finally have some pictures, but they don't want to load... so they'll have to wait!

Monday, August 28, 2006

Update time!

-I am in my apartment! The main rooms are clean and organized and pretty sparse, which means I’m ready to go shopping to fill up the empty spaces!

I love all the sliding-doors and the light that comes in!

-I bought a car! I’m just waiting for it to be ready for me to pick up, which may be tomorrow! It’s a Toyota Corrola xLi, with 1.8 liter engine, white, with a spoiler… so many people here have Toyotas, and the resale value is really high, which will be great for me in a few years!

-School is in full swing! My middle school students are wonderful! I teach one math class in each grade and am also the “math coordinator” which means I do things like correlate the curriculum and the standards (read: I get to make a spreadsheet!), organize our supplies, run meetings, communicate with the principal and the curriculum person, etc. It’s going to be challenging but interesting and I have time worked into my day to work on it, which is why I’m only teaching three sections of math – which, incidentally, is so much fun! It feels really good to get back into teaching.

-The settling in phase and the hot weather haven’t allowed me to see too many interesting sights yet, except for some fabulous malls. Oh, I even found a Caribou Coffee! It’s waaaay across town but I’ll have to make my way over there once in awhile!


Really, that’s about it.

Kind of boring right now.

Sorry.

I’ll try to be more exciting next time. But let me leave you with a story of how things go here:

At the car dealership, Richard and I, paying for our cars. I go see my man. He keeps answering his phone and it takes a good half-hour to accomplish a 10-minute task. I go to where Richard is talking to his guy. I figure I’ll wait and share a cab with him, it can’t take too long, right?

Wrong.

Three phones blinging and beeping on the desk (2 cells and a landline) result in multiple phone conversations. He leaves to go talk to someone. A group of people come over and talk to him, he answers his phone some more. Someone else needs his attention on the other side of the showroom. When Richard goes to the cashier to get a receipt, the guy takes his mobile and goes on a smoke break! 45 minutes later, we leave. Ridiculous. But somehow hilarious….

Friday, August 18, 2006

Hotel Fun

Well, the apartments are still lacking AC, and the school is being nice enough to let us stay in the hotel instead of living in the intolerable heat. Newest projection is Sunday. It's really a great hotel, I feel quite pampered, but I'm ready to get to my own place! We made an IKEA trip on Wednesday and I bought a couch, table, etc. I hope it all looks okay in the apartment! I've never done this before, so I've been quite indecisive about everything and therefore have a lot left to do! I've also been car shopping - decisions, decisions.....

I've seen a bit more of the city and am excited to explore it in depth... there's a lot of areas to walk in, shop in, etc. This type of thing will have to wait until it cools down a bit, however!

I got a mobile, the number is 011 971 050 748 4036 and it will be activated as of 2'oclock Saturday, Dubai time.

Interesting: decisions can be made and implemented here and things can change quite quickly. Case in point: the whole country is switching to a friday-saurday weekend instead of thursday-friday on September 1st... but of course some things will shift accordingly and other things won't.... the school is already on the new schedule so we won't have to adjust. It will be easier to get used to for me, as it's only one day off from what I"m used to!

wish i had more interesting things to share, but phone-buying, passport-picture taking, and driver's liscence applicating aren't all that exciting...

oh, and for all of us who were wondering - it is definitely NOT a dry heat!

Monday, August 14, 2006

Wow

Wow, is it hot!

and fabulous!

My flights were great, I even slept on the 13 hour NY to Dubai trip. My apartment isn't quite ready yet, because it's brand new and they are a bit behind schedule, but in the meantime I'm being put up in a great hotel and we went to see the apartments this morning - they are perfect! I have a huge living room with a wall of sliding doors, two bedrooms, two bathrooms, (perfect for visitors!!!!) a balcony, a great kitchen... it's perfect! There's even a pool on the roof!! There's a lot of new buildings going up all around it, so it's surrounded by dirt right now and a lot of construction, but it should be nice when it's all finished. The new school building is going up right across the road in a year or two, which will be very convenient! It's really close to the Mall of the Emirates (MOE), which has that indoor ski thing. We can also see the 7-star hotel, the Burj al Arab. We drove down to the beach and it looks fabulous for swimming.

The school is great, I have a cute little office/small-group room and will be teaching larger classes in another room. All the other teachers and staff seem really nice, and there are a lot of new teachers other than me. Our new-person coordinator, Michelle, is doing a great job showing us around and making sure we get everything taken care of. Now that I'm here I'm excited to get going with planning and meetings and teaching....

The city itself is something hard to describe. It's huge and bustling and clean and sparkly ... but dusty and hot and full of construction - trucks, cranes, workers, half-finished buildings forming an incomplete skyline... it stretches out along the coast, trapped between the water and the desert...full of places to go and see and experience - I won't have any problem keeping busy! There's a lot of things you might find anywhere - an Applebees and a Starbucks down the road from the hotel, an Ikea, Carrefour... but the surroundings make it seem so different...

It's a lot to take in all at once. At moments I try to wrap my mind around the fact that this is my life... but once I start thinking too hard it starts to feel even more surreal... so I've decided it's best to not think about it, and just live it!

More later, and pictures as soon as I'm able!

Friday, August 11, 2006

New Spot!

Leaving on a jet plane, don't know when I'll be back again...

(Actually, that's a lie. I'll be back at Christmas.)

Tomorrow is the big day! You wouldn't know it by looking at my room, strewn with clothes, books, papers and shoes, but I really am going to pack soon... as soon as I'm done here.

It's been a quick 5 weeks, that's for sure! I had my stuff shipped over to Dubai and they came less than a week after I got home, so I scrambled to unpack, shop, and organize. It was a little weird watching all of my things disappear into brown paper wrappings and be packed into cardboard boxes... my life reduced to a 7-digit reference number...

I saw friends and family members, tried to catch up on an entire year, showed my pictures, talked until my throat hurt, and until I felt like I was talking too much...

I took a week-long, cross-country road trip to catch up with old friends. I went to Chicago, saw my friend Nicole, her fabulous new apartment, the city she now calls home - and I loved it. Then I drove 14 hours, starting at 6am, to meet Elise in New Jersey. It was quite the drive, but I enjoyed it, having been a non-driver for almost a year. (the sun-roof doesn't hurt, either!). We caught up, hung out, even took a train to NYC for an afternoon and walked around in the hot, hot heat. Times square gave me a new definition for "overstimulation." I met the Captive Free team she's been traveling with for the past year and got to hear them rock out at an evening service. The drive back wasn't quite as thrilling, but I got to stop in Chicago for one more night. It was a great trip, even if I did spend a million dollars on gas....

I even got to visit Luther for a few minutes, catch up with one of my education professors, Jim Langholz, who helped me get my international start, and visit Kirstin, the best college roommate ever.

I caught up with everyone I could catch up with and suddenly, my time is up!
I'm excited - a bit nervous of course, but mostly excited. Being home has been great, but it's also made me realize that I've made the right decision in going to Dubai. My year in Belgium changed me in a lot of ways, and I'm not ready to come home just yet.

You may have noticed that the blog has been renamed - a blog entitled, "Brussels, Belgium" was hardly appropriate for my Middle-Eastern adventures, so here you can find "Erin in the Emirates," the cheesily-named blog where I will record everything you need to know (and probably more) about life in the biggest construction zone in the world, Dubai!!

Off to packing, now, and coming to terms with the fact that I won't be able to carry on my toothpaste and will be arriving in Dubai with stinky breath!

(The Brussels blog can now be found at http://canaryblue2.blogspot.com )

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Missing

I'm back in the familiar... but the place I've known only as an in-between, a temporary space I occupy for holiday breaks and summers. A place I love and consider home in so many ways, but with so few memories.

And I miss Belgium.

A sudden flash, the image of a sun-filled living room, the feel of fresh air moving around me from the open door, the smell of flowers on our table.

A moment I laugh to myself, silently or perhaps out loud, and take a breath to say "this one time, in Belgium..." and stop myself, becuase I know the people who would understand are hours, or perhaps continents, away.

A receipt found in a pocket or purse, from Carrefour or the GB, that makes me think, "Oh, Boitsfort."

A run on the roadside, or the black-tar paths, that makes me long for the packed dirt, trees, and shade of the Foret de Soignes.

A realization that that stage of my life is over.... I know it was always meant to end, but really, that doesn't mean I miss it any less.